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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

This Love Has Taken It's Toll On Me



'You do realize that if you go on and on telling yourself how hopeless you are you're just gonna make yourself more depressed,right?'

Duh

But it satisfies me when i do feel depressed.At least if i believe all those reasons i'd have a right to be emo.I mean,how many months can i continue moping around being depressed wearing a black face using the same reason,right?

It's not like i didn't get the chance to start over.There were many chances,i just couldn't hold on to them.There's nothing wrong with my world,it's perfectly perfect.

The problem is with ME.

It's time to stop denying..but have i really denied it?

****This is what listening to Chamomile(or however you spelt it)'s CD can do to you..emo emo emo.Or maybe it's just me.

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I wrote a letter.

With it,i included explainations,apologies,your old shirt that i stole,the book you borrowed me and all the things i bought for you,for me while we were still...us.

I'm not asking for another chance...at anything.Not friendship,not love,not nothing.I just don't want us to end on such a sour note.

I mean..remember how it all started?

The times i kept rolling around under the covers in your bed..while you looked at me and laughed everytime i did my puppy eyes..and then proceeded to hug me and cuddle together afterwards.That was the best.

I will never forget,but i'll try not to remember too much too..

Sometimes love just ain't enough.Especially the slightly more one-sided,a lil bit unmutually equal variety.

I hope this is seriously,the last time i have to make a conscious decision to close this wayy overdue chapter of my lifeless life.




It's been too long.

P/s:Haha btw your shirt still has some of your smell left :p

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OH...i just finished NewMoon...Shit...imma start reading Damages soon..but.....i desperately wanna go buy Eclipse and Breaking Dawn tomorrow.I'm addicted d.


Aren't they so pretty?(Besides being all worn-out despite being only less than 7 days old each -_-!)

I realize how empty my life would feel without this series...without Bela,without Edward(Two main characters).I've grown so attached.I felt myself reliving every emotion i've lived through,and every emotion they go through.


And yeah.The picture at the top of this post is me disgustingly smelling my ex's shirt.Big bloody deal..everyone does it!

Or not.I dunno you.

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Xplicitly Me
I'm your not-so-typical-typical gay boy livin' in the big city - Selangor/Msia.

Along the way hearts were broken , come and gone ;
Words that hurt were spoken , and can't be undone.

This is me,
 BARENAKED,
NO HOLDS BARRED,
so please bare with me.

I'm complicated enough.

Add GAY,
 BIG CITY,
OVEREMOTIONAL
and everything drama into the mix.

that's me for you.


p/s:Oh did i forgot to mention i'm only turning 16 this October?

mail me bitches : loveloveloved@gmail.com

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