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Wednesday, September 24, 2008DenialUnfortunately,this is a very dead blog. This will just go into my 'blogs-that-died' pile and archives. Life is boring,aside from running away from home,constant vodka and emotional roller coasters. urgh. * I admit,that i never admitted i loved you.Whenever you brought that up,i constantly deny that possibility.I only admitted that i liked you.Big,big diff. Today,i finally had enough courage to ask(to me it felt more like confront) you about that msn nick of yours that stated you were in love.I don't believe it was me,for i am not good enough.I got your answer alright,and i realize the state i've been in. DENIAL. I've been in denial. I thought i didn't care lah.I was so casual about it even,i surprised myself.Your answer was not something i expected,but rather something i told myself to expect,something i braced myself for.It wasn't the answer i was hoping for,duh. But it's okay.Feel kinda torn,but i guess i hope you'd be happy(better one then two sad! :]) and that this time,he's good enough for you! Labels: emotional outburst |
Xplicitly Me
I'm your not-so-typical-typical gay boy livin' in the big city - Selangor/Msia. Along the way hearts were broken , come and gone ; Words that hurt were spoken , and can't be undone. This is me, BARENAKED, NO HOLDS BARRED, so please bare with me. I'm complicated enough. Add GAY, BIG CITY, OVEREMOTIONAL and everything drama into the mix. that's me for you. p/s:Oh did i forgot to mention i'm only turning 16 this October? mail me bitches : loveloveloved@gmail.com * Bitch it out * Dirt Wayy Back Then
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