The not-so-typical story of
Boy Meets World ;
And MORE Boys And Men And Hunks

Brace yourselves for spit-swappin', Butt-groping-huggin', illegal-sexin' action.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Of Second Thoughts & Hesitation

Yesterday i had a blast,met K,who was tall,not exactly good looking but my type of cute.He was damn into me weih...

He was the one who initiated everything,who hugged me,who touched me,who kissed me,who said i was damn cute,who kept caressing me,who kept harassing me,who kept playing with my hair...

And that was the first time ever i did not scold or resist when someone messed my hair up.

I fell asleep a happy boy.

I woke up,and then we met again at TS/SgWang.He's one of those really cool kinda guys,but when no one was looking her started putting his hand around me,touching around and stuff like that...

But inevitably,i keep wondering if he really likes me,or was he just being naughty...hmm.Cause i know i like him,and can probably falllllll allll theeee wayyyy innnnn for him.If i allowed myself la...

*Sighs*

Worst still...he just broke up with his ex,who's going to Australia.Not even a month yet,and the ex's leaving tomorrow.

His ex is damn bloody cute.Super bloody cute.The type of cute that i can't compete with.How to fight la.....

And i dunwannabe another rebound lover.Like Lion,my bloody last chibai ex...GRRR.Single all year long cause i can't let go of a stupid 2 month relationship.WTFFFF.

*Double Sighs*

Birthday next Sunday...but why do i keep having this feeling i'll end up sad and alone and wishing myself Happy Birthday?

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Call me Baby!

I had phone sex earlier.The last time i done it was seriously ages ago,and it's only the second time this year.

When we were moaning oh-so-hornily thru the phone,something he said really made me feel something i forgotten i could feel.

Loved.

He kept calling me baby..and treated me like one too...At that instant i realized how far i've come from being just plain lonely.

On the other hand,my bestfriend is a slutty lying cheating asshole.

Life is fine.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Me Boring Sober

I am SO boring sober.

Last night i got pissed ass drunk.I arrived home drunk.AND woke up (slightly)drunk.Or is that what they call a hangover?

Duh,my parents know.

AND i am not proud.I never intended to get so drunk..i mean,im not saying i drank just a lil' bit,but i drank more than that before,and i didn't even get THAT drunk.

What im saying is,i did not drink THAT much.I think...someone did something to a drink i had.But i can't be sure..cause i was PISSED ASS DRUNK.

I also dont remember why i left my pants outside my house.

But funny...i get numbers when im drunk..i dance when im drunk..i socialize when im drunk..and all that jazzz lah.But ME BORING SOBER.

I got to know some people yesterday *winkwink* ,got some new numbers to stalk *coughcough* and and and and and..i vomit like shit lah. *ewweww*

I scared of alcohol liaw lah.I get all geli-ed(grossed out) when i think of vodka now.I'm literally shuddering right now.

BUT I REPEAT LA...i am NOT proud.I AM ASHAMEDD!!!!Not PROUD!!!

Sorry to all the people who had to take care of me yesterday night.Specially to Cols,S *winkwink* and KK.

To Cols cause i vomited in ur car and u sent me home,to S cause....ahem..*winkwink* and to KK cause i know how much you hate me drunk,but yet u still took care of me while i was puking away....thanks!

I am NOT PROUD,i repeat!

I hereby swear i will not get as drunk as this ever again!(Unless it's a special occasion bla bla bla bla bla bla bla)

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The night before that Nenlin went too.We had fun.Woosh woosh,end of story.

I am SUCH a disappointment.

Xplicitly Me

I'm your not-so-typical-typical gay boy livin' in the big city - Selangor/Msia.

Along the way hearts were broken , come and gone ;
Words that hurt were spoken , and can't be undone.

This is me,
BARENAKED,
NO HOLDS BARRED,
so please bare with me.

I'm complicated enough.

Add GAY,
BIG CITY,
OVEREMOTIONAL
and everything drama into the mix.

that's me for you.

p/s:Oh did i forgot to mention i'm only turning 16 this October?

mail me bitches : loveloveloved@gmail.com

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